So yeah, it's RAMADHAN! Happy Fasting folks! Okay. Now, I wanna share something which will make you feel uncomfortable, disagree or anything that is related. Well, I used to be a K-pop fangirl. I used to "fangirling" alone and the next day I'll maybe fall in love with that guy,and then the other guy, it just like blah blah blah. LOL My feelings just like "Cares? I'm a K-poppers! Problem?" To me, Korean idols got that swag yo! That was last time.
Now, maybe I'm matured enough to know the limits to "Love" somebody or just envy somebody. MAYBE! Perhaps not! I don't want to be matured in this situation! I still love my K-pop world. If I'm not mistaken, last Tuesday I sang a song called "All Day" by CS. I love that song. Everyone does. From that day, I keep look forward about his new album and songs. Suddenly.. Wait, wait, is this normal to you guys? [A girl saw her long lost idol and love him back because the idol changed a lot and the voice also changed a lot] *due to puberty :P Yeah? That's who I am. All his songs I keep repeating whole day! And I don't know how to save myself :'/ Damn, his voice wayyyyy too sexy man! But I like to use "hot" instead of "sexy". Lol Just because having this situations, I can't behave well until my friend saw I changed and start to make me fall in love with Korean Idol. Guess what? FAILED! HAHA She sent me a pic of my idol which is Jonghyun. Topless Jonghyun, well, I'm not that impressed at that moment. What I feel was like " whatchu doin man? who is this guy? get off!" Can't believe what I said. Weirdo.
Ya know why? I'm tired and sick of stalking their life. Stalking? Nahh, just take a look what they did. What I have observed from year to year is pointless! I made a twitter account because of them but I still didn't have the proof that I'm kinda part of them. SAD, I know. I even made a Birthday video for them, and I spent 1month earlier than the actual birthdate and yes, I got nothing. Not even a "Thank you" or just "like" maybe? I also spent my money to buy their merchandise or their official goods. I rather diet for months because wanna buy the products they use to. Idiot? Yeah, I know. But, that's what fan should do. To show how much love and support you can tell them right?
Finally, relax. I'm always a SHAWOL and VIP or K-poppers. I'm more into west songs right now. That's all . Saranghae <3
*Hey hey, recently I bought many many items from Etude House! Still supporting okay!
