Saturday, 28 January 2012

It's Over

Well,well. My heart beats fast since yesterday. Not because of sickness okay. It's because KAI. Heeee :) Seriously, I've fall in love with KAI but had already more than one year I owned Jjong. Jjong should never been throwing just like that. Sorry, TOP has left behind and now KAI come forward. Once again, walaowey!! I think I liked KAI but I'm not interested in him.I think I like him more than my both sweet pies. It can't be! No, of course it can.
My sweet marshmallow cousin, I want KAI but to you, KAI was not my taste right? So, I am willing to let KAI be yours. Why am I feel not satisfied ? Why am I trying to look forward about KAI even KAI is not mine. Why am I feel jealousy appears in me?
Look, my yong :) I know what you feel if I leave Jjong, you must be sorry to Jjong right? So am I, I actually not trying to block you from being KAI's lover but I felt the same too. If you take KAI, I'll say "I'm all alone forever". Wanna know why? KAI is from EXO while Jjong from SHINee. We can't share about them together. I hope you're understand.
Btw, KAI is good to say goodbye. I also don't wanna be unfair to my boys.